"Your father—poor imbecile!—believes we ran away
together. I
know I am undeserving of your bounty; but if I were to tell you what hardships I
have undergone—to what frightful extremities I have been reduced—and to
what infamy I have submitted, to earn a scanty subsistence for this child's sake,
—if you could feel what it is to stand alone in the world as I do, bereft of all who
have ever loved me, and shunned by all who have ever known me, except the
worthless and the wretched,—if you knew (and Heaven grant you may be spared
the knowledge!) how much affliction sharpens love, and how much more dear to
me my child has become for every sacrifice I have made for him,—if you were
told all this, you would, I am sure, pity rather than reproach me, because I cannot
at once consent to a separation, which I feel would break my heart. She had been
obliged to spend the night in that fateful bedchamber, the faithful Kimble—who
had foraged at a nearby inn, bringing back a large pie and a jug of porter for his
mistress—guarding the door outside. Capes would come to these teas; he evidently liked to come, and he would
appear in the doorway of the preparation-room, a pleasing note of shyness in his
manner, hovering for an invitation. I have just come from him. Does this not disturb you?”
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“Of course it disturbs me. In any
event, I brought her to the convent and we had her locked up separately, and told
’em both they’d be taken into custody as soon as Valade was fit to go.
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