She was never able to
trace the changes her attitude had undergone, from the time when she believed
herself to be the pampered Queen of Fortune, the crown of a good man’s love
(and secretly, but nobly, worshipping some one else), to the time when she
realized she was in fact just a mannequin for her lover’s imagination, and that he
cared no more for the realities of her being, for the things she felt and desired,
for the passions and dreams that might move her, than a child cares for the
sawdust in its doll. She had had to do
away with many a leering foster father since she had
started frequenting foster homes in the middle of the
century. “I always notice that people find it
very easy to believe what they want to believe, and you see I’m not in the least
popular. He contrived to break off his sister's match; and this he accomplished
so cleverly, that he maintained the strictest friendship with Sir Cecil.
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